prayer to the new moon

talking with you makes me calm.

you give me everything;
joy,
laugh,
cry,
sometimes bit of anger!
and all the time happiness,
all the emotions that i can taste

i knew that
but i found that every second
i recognized what you are to me


before i could only hold your image inside me
it was a statue of the iconic existence
which is always shining and iluminates me in the darkness
i saw you smiling and standing with a bit of sadness
that i could only admire to reach out 

now you send me not only the light 
you have been sending so far
but also the warmness of your skin
as a living human 
even with only your voice   


have you noticed that i laughed
when you laughed?
i smiled when you smiled to me
even when i wanted to cry 

it is what you give me
warmness
tenderness
calmness
peace

it is the way you hold me and  
make me filled with content

 
  
you know we hold the same feeling
something very very special each other
that we cant name what it is

like a gem or treasure that we want to keep as it is

and you say i shouldnt want more
if i also want to keep it as it is
 
oh how can i stop loving you so much


but oh, i want to release this weak me away
so as to be what you want me to
if i can pray for the new moon