i once see with your eyes of a painter
but then with my eyes of a realist
cause it's so real
it can't be anything else, can be?
oh my, oh my, oh my..., oh...
how can i express this for you
my picture can never express what i feel
nor my poor words
nothing is more than this beauty of nature
and i tell you
this is the moment i feel your light
you may light my sight and
make it so so divinely beautiful
that i can do nothing but only to cry
and you just have to come here with me
cause i'm the only one who knows where it is...
you have so much left to see
what i really wanted to share...
(it's been snowing from around noon
it has changed everything
i saw it on trees)
when i got headache
you tenderly advised me
that lavender oil is good
to put it onto the place 'between eyebrows and ears'
(we both dont know how to call it in english
so you just told me so)
and to put a bit in tea and drink it.
you asked me 'do you have lavender?'
oh yes of course i have,
it's one of the basic oils must have at home : )
i tried it of course
to put it onto my skin
and to my head and massage it
and then put it into my tea cup
but when i hold it to my mouth
(naturally you close your eyes)
i could only feel like
you were smelling it here
i became you
and the bitter taste of the oil
still remains in my mouth
then the lavender's scent means
you to me
it will never be smelled
before reminding of you
and now my headache is almost gone
thank you for your tenderness
i always feel you are caring me
on the rainy new moon...
i seldom wear pink dress
even though i really want to
because i can’t find the right color i want
it’s so hard to find and get
like this fragile color of the sky
a friend of mine said
the reason i want to wear pink is
it’s me,
it's all about me inside
filled with pinkerest color
and people feel unconsciously like
making outside looks the same as inside
it's funny
if i find this, the same color on a shelf,
i would definitely get one for me...
when you're away
you make me crazy
you dont just leave me alone staying calm
when i could talk with you
you grab my heart and dont leave me still
i even feel so hard to breathe
that i wonder how i can deal with my emotion
and my heart so fast beating loud
oh, you should see my posts as often as you can.
you should know how much it can change everything to me
like i’m moved seeing the sky
and then you’re moved with my words
i would be moved at the same time
you radiate something so strong to me
that i cant describe or manage it alright
the creation is my words
the words i create is myself
it comes from my truth
it's all what i felt real or
what i experienced actually
it's timeless work of concentration
like a deep meditation
i only feel the depth of the source
time flies away in my single glance
or it stays still in one single second
word comes from the deepest part
like pouring out from a spring
which never knows the limit
it's a spring of love
you always make it full
always full with eternity of love
so it never gets dry
evening in my land
through the darkness i see
the light from where i believe
and the reflection of my world
with a certain feeling of peace
without any tiny wind causes ripple
and truth in my heart i hold
it's a certain feeling of what i’ll make
affirmation for the year in bold
黄昏のみなも
わたしの世界を映すかがみ
私のなかにあるひかり
静かで揺らぎのない
さざなみひとつたたぬ水面
わたしの真実
新しい年への確かな予感
you may think
how i'm not always patient
that i'm writing to you so many times
that i'm so talkative all the time
yes, i can talk endlessly with you
because you give me such a peaceful mood
like i'm free, relaxed at hom
while we can stay together in silence for long
it's you that i see first when i wake up
i want to feel you all the time
i want to see always and actually find beautiful things
then i want to share them to you
yes, i am always like this
but you see
there's my creativity within it
because you give me so many inspirations
and you make me strong
i always find beautiful things
then make something
more beautiful out of it
you are the source of my creativity
