filled with pink

i seldom wear pink dress
even though i really want to 
because i can’t find the right color i want
it’s so hard to find and get
like this fragile color of the sky

a friend of mine said 
the reason i want to wear pink is
it’s me,
it's all about me inside 
filled with pinkerest color
and people feel unconsciously like
making outside looks the same as inside
it's funny
 
if i find this, the same color on a shelf,
i would definitely get one for me...