my magic words

hold my hands in yours
intertwine your fingers to mine
as they would never really be apart


 
hold me in your arms
gently or tightly
curl me up inside you
like a baby 
naked as i was born

feel my skin through your heat
as it merges into yours

 
kiss me my forehead
your lips on my cheeks
my neck, my ears...

touch me where
you haven't yet

 
soft voice whispering
is it yours or mine?
which takes me into the place
where i can hear 
only the sound of my little sigh
to which you ask what i'm suffering for


no it's too bright and beautiful
that i can only surrender 
as we always can't see the end

my silver lake

close your eyes
as i do too



it is my lake.

how can i express this?


floating, sparkling, spreading...
into deep or higher

as it always takes me to the space
where we can share
all and ever inside us

like the night of shallow purple sky we had
we see the shining surface of the water
under the light of full moon 
quietly and silently
without even speaking 
we feel it the same


oh how much i wish you could follow me
and let me share you this
ever and ever

as we promised to visit there to swim in...
i go backwards till you catch me


 

first snow

i once see with your eyes of a painter

but then with my eyes of a realist

cause it's so real 
it can't be anything else, can be?
 

oh my, oh my, oh my..., oh...
how can i express this for you
my picture can never express what i feel
nor my poor words
nothing is more than this beauty of nature


and i tell you
this is the moment i feel your light
you may light my sight and
make it so so divinely beautiful
that i can do nothing but only to cry 


and you just have to come here with me
cause i'm the only one who knows where it is...


you have so much left to see 
what i really wanted to share...

(it's been snowing from around noon

it has changed everything
i saw it on trees)

lavender oil

when i got headache
you tenderly advised me
that lavender oil is good

to put it onto the place 'between eyebrows and ears'
(we both dont know how to call it in english
so you just told me so)
and to put a bit in tea and drink it.

you asked me 'do you have lavender?'
oh yes of course i have,
it's one of the basic oils must have at home  : )

i tried it of course
to put it onto my skin
and to my head and massage it

and then put it into my tea cup

but when i hold it to my mouth
(naturally you close your eyes)
i could only feel like
you were smelling it here

i became you
and the bitter taste of the oil
still remains in my mouth

then the lavender's scent means
you to me

it will never be smelled
before reminding of you



and now my headache is almost gone
thank you for your tenderness
i always feel you are caring me


on the rainy new moon...

filled with pink

i seldom wear pink dress
even though i really want to 
because i can’t find the right color i want
it’s so hard to find and get
like this fragile color of the sky

a friend of mine said 
the reason i want to wear pink is
it’s me,
it's all about me inside 
filled with pinkerest color
and people feel unconsciously like
making outside looks the same as inside
it's funny
 
if i find this, the same color on a shelf,
i would definitely get one for me...

how i can manage

when you're away
you make me crazy
you dont just leave me alone staying calm

when i could talk with you
you grab my heart and dont leave me still
i even feel so hard to breathe
that i wonder how i can deal with my emotion
and my heart so fast beating loud


oh, you should see my posts as often as you can.
you should know how much it can change everything to me

like i’m moved seeing the sky
and then you’re moved with my words
i would be moved at the same time

you radiate something so strong to me
that i cant describe or manage it alright

spring of creativity

the creation is my words
the words i create is myself
it comes from my truth
it's all what i felt real or 
what i experienced actually

 
it's timeless work of concentration
like a deep meditation
i only feel the depth of the source
time flies away in my single glance
or it stays still in one single second

 
word comes from the deepest part
like pouring out from a spring
which never knows the limit

 
it's a spring of love
you always make it full
always full with eternity of love
so it never gets dry

new year

evening in my land



through the darkness i see
 
the light from where i believe
and the reflection of my world

 
with a certain feeling of peace
without any tiny wind causes ripple
and truth in my heart i hold

 
it's a certain feeling of what i’ll make
affirmation for the year in bold



 
































黄昏のみなも

 
わたしの世界を映すかがみ
私のなかにあるひかり

 
静かで揺らぎのない
さざなみひとつたたぬ水面
わたしの真実

 
新しい年への確かな予感

 

source of my creativity

you may think
how i'm not always patient
that i'm writing to you so many times
that i'm so talkative all the time

yes, i can talk endlessly with you
because you give me such a peaceful mood
like i'm free, relaxed at hom
while we can stay together in silence for long


 
it's you that i see first when i wake up
i want to feel you all the time
i want to see always and actually find beautiful things
then i want to share them to you

yes, i am always like this
but you see
there's my creativity within it

because you give me so many inspirations
and you make me strong


 
i always find beautiful things 
then make something 
more beautiful out of it

you are the source of my creativity