ache

you give me a space where i can breathe.
you make a hole in me
where i feel there’s light.
you show me the place
which i feel perfect
that i crave and long,
almost reach but not yet.

you give me delight
but sometimes too bright
which causes me screaming or 
crying-like irritation and rashes inside me
that i dont know how to deal with,
and that i cant stand
while i dont taste it right.

i want to know what it is actually, 
tell me if you know,
i want to be connected with you, 
beyond that, i feel, i can grab it and reach there

it’s a ache in my heart but
i want to taste it
all the time with you

this is what you gave me
with your simple words
like when you hold me
in your arms