who is in me

 

i want to be fair, even to my thought, 
to see it from the both side.

it might be not you 
who is triggering and making things happen in me, 
but only myself.
and i might be the only one 
existing in this inner world and making things happen.
i should and try to think every one of possibilities, i know.

but beyond that things still happen to me.

 
if there's nothing and it's meaningless that 
i feel your morning and night falling 
from the other side of the planet,
what makes my day? 

at the end it can be said that 
meaningless is much meaningful to me. 

and i cant go the other way, 
i only follow my intuitions. 
i only search for my light.

how about you?