shade

i like your eyes with shade of light and shadow
yellow and grey, green and blue 
it's a sea that i'd be floating forever


i like your face looking at me,
even though i dont want you to look at me

you say you dislike your face but
you look so different to me from 
what you may usually see in your mirror 

when you give me a glance
with your eyes in lighter color
your skin slightly flushed but rather 
translucent pale white and blue 
like porcelain but much warm and soft,
the inspiration of your face melts into an image
i've never seen but still feel like i've known for long
in a way i can't describe well


my hands became special from when
you touched and held them up to your lips
and intertwined your fingers with mine
just as both fit so much each other
so that i can hold my one hand and
take it to my face to feel as you are touching me

i feel you are touching my cheeks and kissing my neck
saying it's beautiful but never up to my lips
it was a bit funny that you tried so hard not to 
as knowing and feeling so strong we both ever wanted

once it begins, i know, it must come to an end so quickly.
so i want to keep this as it is
it thrills me with shivering of joy and a bit of fear
more just as you are here, 
looking at me with shade and light of your eyes