6/22/2017

shade





i like your eyes with shade of light and shadow
yellow and grey, green and blue 
it's a sea that i'd be floating forever


i like your face looking at me,
even though i dont want you to look at me


you say you dislike your face but
you look so different to me from 
what you may usually see in your mirror 

when you give me a glance
with your eyes in lighter color
your skin slightly flushed but rather 
translucent pale white and blue 
like porcelain but much warm and soft,
the inspiration of your face melts into an image
i've never seen but still feel like i've known for long
in a way i can't describe well


my hands became special from when
you touched and held them up to your lips
and intertwined your fingers with mine
just as both fit so much each other
so that i can hold my one hand and
take it to my face to feel as you are touching me

i feel you are touching my cheeks and kissing my neck
saying it's beautiful but never up to my lips
it was a bit funny that you tried so hard not to 
as knowing and feeling so strong we both ever wanted

once it begins, i know, it must come to an end so quickly.
so i want to keep this as it is
it thrills me with shivering of joy and a bit of fear
more just as you are here, 
looking at me with shade and light of your eyes




































6/21/2017

iris





 


















 it was almost evening
where iris and hydrangea in bloom
full of green, purple, blue, and white

quiet 
with atmosphere of the air which plants breath out
sometimes a little scent of them
sometimes a little yellow train like a toy 
running over the wooden fence







when it's getting dark
we were watching the shade of sky changed slowly
it got dark but the sky was still in pale color of
grey and purple but there are yellow, pink, blue, green
all mixed some how
like in your eyes 
all colors shimmering merged into grey   
   

when people were going home
i sang my most favorite old song of japanese field
with a little voice, with my own voice, slowly
not to break this moment 



we were to go having dinner
but we wanted to stay more


i wanted this would lasts forever
even if all the other memories fade 


remember, the moments we spent were all so beautiful

it could be my most beautiful birthday






夕暮れまえの
アヤメと紫陽花の花咲く公園
















静かで いろいろな植物が放つ細かい粒子にあふれ
それが ふっとかすかな香りとなり
時々小さな黄色い電車が木の柵のむこうを走る
それはまるで小さな遊園地を走るおもちゃの電車のようで



暮れ方 空の色が変わっていくのを眺めていました

それはどこかでみた里山のような風景で

空は グレーとむらさきがうすくまじったような
でもその中には きいろやみずいろやみどりやももいろもあって
  



花を観に来ていた人たちが家路についたころ
かすかな声で 自分の声で ゆっくりと
 朧月夜を唄いました
この美しい夜を こわさぬように

それから夕ご飯を食べにいくことになっていたけど
ここにずうっと座っていたかった


すべての思い出がだんだん色あせても
この光景を忘れないでいたいと思いました

いままでで一番幸せだったかもしれない誕生日
 






6/05/2017

with all my wish





 



やはり別れは唐突に


白樺を編むことは
祈りにもにて


'hand in hand'

この手と手繋いでいけますように


 

そんな言葉が白樺を編むユーリさんの
お話しのなかにあったのでした


そう思いつつ
私も無心に手をうごかしている

それしかできない
 


そんな想いを
小さな欠片と
私たちに寄り添ってくれる
草花とともに

ときに切なく
ときにいたわるように
何度も手に取って
肌になじんだものを
詰め込んでいく





 






いまはただ
この愛おしい時間に身をゆだねて
祈りを込められるものがあること

受け止めてくれる人がいることに
感謝の気持ちをこめて





 


hand woven birch skin bangle
i've learnt and woven by myself


a piece of weathered pine wood
from the holy mountain
look like a flying bird


sea shell so smooth like porcelain


all packed with my favorite
tiny flowers and grasses


with many wishes for my dear







i'm just embracing my heart
grateful to you for just accepting me